Tired of feeling like a loser?

Just hang in there. You'll get your break soon enough. And not to say that you have to kiss any body's BEHIND, but try to be even MORE sociable and nice towards the people at your college. People tend to favor those who are personable. I know, you shouldn't have to do more than what you already ARE, but that's LIFE. You'll go a lot farther, if you learn to rub elbows with the "big boys" so to speak. Just be more friendly. That's all.